Drew
17th March 2009, 12:03
I'm fairly ashamed to say, that some months back I took a childish oportunity to stir some shit, and it appears things have gone on from there, so this is an appology, and a straighten out attempt.
Those concerned know what's going on kinda, not that I really do.
When I posted in a thread on here, I was less than discrete, and it was obvious to whom I was referring, I retracted it and set things straight with people (a very short list) I'd spoken to in person, admitting I had it wrong.
It would seem though, that innuendo and whispered half truths are still circulating (not that I have heard them), and I want one and all to know, this is certainly not my doing, (not directly at least).
There is a certain amount of paranoia adding to the anguish, but I dont think everything is imagined, so I submit this...People are being hurt, if anyone is doing anything wrong it is only those still talking about the bullshit, of which they do not know the full story.
If you are in the fold and uncertain about how you feel, as an adult should you not talk to your friend first?
Likewise though, if you are subject, should you not give your friends, (who love you the same way they always have I might add), the benefit of the doubt, and not take things at face value when you hear shit? Ever played chinese whispers? Tone and inflection are missed, and words are completely changed around to total gibberish.
I cannot deny I was stupid and childish in how I acted, and I feel very bad about it, but I am completely innocent of gossip and rumoring since that first post.
I wish nobody any ill will, and truly think people deserve to be happy, I hope this thread doesn't start any more grief, but instead puts a large mess I created to bed once and for all.
Peace out, warm fuzzies all round:stupid:
Those concerned know what's going on kinda, not that I really do.
When I posted in a thread on here, I was less than discrete, and it was obvious to whom I was referring, I retracted it and set things straight with people (a very short list) I'd spoken to in person, admitting I had it wrong.
It would seem though, that innuendo and whispered half truths are still circulating (not that I have heard them), and I want one and all to know, this is certainly not my doing, (not directly at least).
There is a certain amount of paranoia adding to the anguish, but I dont think everything is imagined, so I submit this...People are being hurt, if anyone is doing anything wrong it is only those still talking about the bullshit, of which they do not know the full story.
If you are in the fold and uncertain about how you feel, as an adult should you not talk to your friend first?
Likewise though, if you are subject, should you not give your friends, (who love you the same way they always have I might add), the benefit of the doubt, and not take things at face value when you hear shit? Ever played chinese whispers? Tone and inflection are missed, and words are completely changed around to total gibberish.
I cannot deny I was stupid and childish in how I acted, and I feel very bad about it, but I am completely innocent of gossip and rumoring since that first post.
I wish nobody any ill will, and truly think people deserve to be happy, I hope this thread doesn't start any more grief, but instead puts a large mess I created to bed once and for all.
Peace out, warm fuzzies all round:stupid: