So I went out for a ride tonight... (20/12/2012)
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, 19th January 2013 at 19:53 (2630 Views)
From this thread here: http://www.kiwibiker.co.nz/forums/sh...a-ride-tonight
Up until then I'd just tootled around my block a few times and going any further than that was unfathomable! I just meant to take myself just a little bit further than my neighbourhood and got confused at an intersection because I guess I don't know my neighbourhood as well as I think I do, and it's funny you know - some places I've driven through a million times and now on a bike, everything looks different and I don't recognise it anymore, I guess I never really paid attention when I was in my car. Anyway I ended up going further into the town centre than I anticipated and it made me quite nervous. Decided to pull into the supermarket car park and turn around and go home because it all felt too overwhelming all of a sudden. Surprisingly, I got back home alive
As for the gear changing I mentioned. Sometimes I still have a little trouble almost 5 weeks on changing down but by that I mean it could be a bit smoother and require a little less thought but from then to now? I'm definitely way better, it's totally all about practice.
22/12/2012 I found a carpark in a nearby highschool. It's not the biggest but it's kind of long, has some little islands on it, speed bumps, a bit of length down the end of it for me to practice gear changes. Hills to practice hill starts, space to practice both emergency stopping as well as TRYING to come to a smoother stop... But I guess it's not normal for a bike to be doing that and people watching me from their houses or other people walking through the car park totally put me off, made me stall and generally just feel awkward, embarrassed, nervous. The worst part of that night, I can now laugh about and I like to tell the story because it's funny and it gives other people a bloody good laugh too. Just as the below post says, I went to go up a steep driveway and it's one of those moments where everything goes slowly except that I didn't do anything about it, because I didn't know what to do! Couldn't understand the funny noise my bike was doing. Basically I was in way too high a gear (3rd I think?) for what I was trying to do and when I went up the driveway, the bike started making a funny noise (which was my bike telling me about my gear being too high) and then it just died and fell sideways. So embarrassed I was trying to pick my bike up as quickly as I could before anyone saw me. Picking up a bike is hard enough as it is what made it a little bit worse was that it was up a slight incline, trying to sit it upright but also stop it rolling backwards at the same time. The worse part... I couldn't help but keep hitting the horn THE WHOLE TIME. I kept telling myself NO, NO!! STOP HITTING THE HORN!!! Kept hitting the horn... somebody came out...
I was also having trouble knowing what gear to be in but got some helpful advice in my thread.
29/12/2012 The first time I ran out of fuel... I vividly remember freaking the f*ck out when my bike started jerking. I pulled over straight away and looked at my bike but I couldn't see anything unusual. Then I had a thought, maybe it's fuel, because I haven't put any fuel in my bike since I got it... the gas station was only 100m up the road so I thought I'd try that and maybe it would fix the problem. At this stage I didn't know anything about a reserve for my tank, I didn't even know there was such a thing, I suggest ya'll newbies read up on it! Anyway yes... the fuel seemed to fix the problem but I was scared it would happen again so text someone off of here to ask their advice, they seemed to concur that it was probably lack of fuel... lol. Damn not having a gauge! As a newbie you can often live in constant fear of running out of fuel...
29/12/2012 The first time a biker "nodded" at me. It felt really good and it made me smile....
30/12/2012 I crossed conquering the motorway off of my list... TICK!
31/12/2012 The Harbour Bridge, TICK!
I arranged a mentor (Kiwi Graham) around this time. I've only been out with them once so far but it was very good, I've learnt a lot since then but keep making a mental note of the things I need to work on so we can "attack" them next time I see him.
Now, I still need to build my confidence and have a lot to learn BUT I've also learnt HEAPS and built up my confidence since I started that thread. I am very happy with my progress so far and you know what? Proud of myself also. That said, I've really had to push myself, but at the same time be mindful of not pushing myself TOO much, some days I had to fight my mind to "let" me go out for a ride. No, I'm too tired (whatever) to go practice, No, I want to watch xyz tv show, No, it's too late, No, I don't want to get up that early tomorrow etc. I had to fight my mind because I knew the only way I would get better and start to enjoy riding, was by getting out there because honestly? I was DREADING going out on my bike and wondered, when would it ever be fun like people say it is?
I've had a lot of very nice and supportive comments in regards to my riding and how well I'm doing. As a newbie, you have to not let it get to your head "wow, such and such said I was really good at xyz" I think it's pretty easy when you get ego boosts like that, to let your head get inflated like a big balloon. But I'm not very keen on that balloon being "popped" and while I enjoy all the positive comments and support (don't stop them coming, please!) I have to keep it all in check.
On and upwards!