gatch

I seem to do it a lot, without even realizing even.
Like my plans to buy a vfr, when is that going to happen.. I'm fuckin broke !

I've got a project bike in pieces that needs a new motor, which isn't going to be too costly (well I hope) as I can do nearly all the work myself, I'm still servicing a fuckin bank loan, then there is a hefty tool account to pay off (quality tools are hellishly expensive), a tax bill, probably several hundred illegitimate babies with mohawks and led zeppelin t-shirts that will need child support.

Fuck by the time I've got myself back in the black I'll be digging my own grave and hollowing out a felled tree for a cheap DIY coffin.

My olds go on about how I've learned a big lesson about money and responsibility, well fuck that, I wish I hadn't learned by not doing something so fuckin stupid in the first place.

The only reason I got the stupid ass hole cunt loan was because I talked so much shit and convinced myself I was capable of buying a new bike and that I would have a steady job to pay it off all in good time...

Naaaaaaaaa, hahaha and the reason I lost that good steady stable job is cause I was drinking too much booze and talking shit and arguing with superiors when I should have been in my room studying for exams.

All signs point to not talking so much shit, so why do I keep doing it ?

I blame the sea.