
Originally Posted by
Paul in NZ
Just got home after the trip from Heck (a bit like Hell but not quite as bad)
I have found while I'm away that a valued client has assembled his full team and I am expected to give a 1 hour presentation (that does not currently exist btw) over the time of the funeral.
My nose is streaming, my eyes are watering and my head is pounding. In fact the parrot in the Monty Python scetch was quite well compared to me right now. At least I'm not being ill anymore (very embarrassing) which is pretty dangerous for us type one diabetics....
So even without this #$%^king work thing there is just no way I could do the funeral ride tomorrow.... I can talk in my sleep (you may have noticed) but riding is out of the question, even if I can negotiate a more favourable time (unlikely)
So I'll gobble some panadol and go to bed and fall asleep on top of my laptop again and wonder what the hell I'm doing this for. It sure ain't fir the ungrateful sob that AOK'd this knowing about both the funeral and the state of my health. It sure aint the money or the rich lifestyle....
But a part of it is because a lot of people I respect in our business and subbies have sent me stuff I need at the last minute because I asked them too and are counting on me to help them keep on feeding their families. Christ I know their wives and kids... How do you balance that against something as important as this funeral?
Answer - You can't but the fact is, I just gotta do this... It's gotta be done.
So ----- After taking the high moral ground I am revealed as the companies man and a cop out. You all (and Sams family) have my full appology for not attending. I feel embarassed about explaining myself and doing it but there you are. Those of you that truely know me will realise I'm not pleased about the situation I find myself in but thats life...
Paul N
Feels like a ..... prat...
Bloody wimp --gwan admit it --it was the high life of auckland that did it Ya just cant hack the pace --yakatori was just too much for ya
Mate get well --Ill see ya next time your up my way
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