Hi there,
Whatever you decide to buy you have to be comfortable and feel you can handle it ok. I am short so like low seat height - feel much safer knowing my feet can touch the ground. Once you have found the bike for 'you' you will only need a few rides and the fear and nerves will disappear.
Good luck 

Originally Posted by
squirrel
I got my learners and my first bike (Hyosung GT250 Comet) back in June, have hardly ridden it due to overwelming fear and nervousness - looking to sell it and get something lighter (have ridden a friends road legal Xt225 and loved it, much lighter and easier to handle). Live in Eastbourne, Welllington. Looking forward to getting out there!
"The good ole days weren't always good, and tomorrow ain't as bad as it seems. " Billy Joel
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