This is more a rant about a disappointment I'm experiencing with my riding at the moment, but perhaps you might be able to identify with it, and chime in.
Recently something has gone backwards with my riding. I've started experiencing a fear reaction on corners, particularly blind corners that I can't see through, that didn't used to exist. I feel ok when I'm following someone, it's just when I'm on my own.
And it's causing me to do the wrong things. For example, I come out of a corner and discover my arms have tensed up, or I have trouble making myself keep a positive throttle in the corner, and I'm having to give extra concentration to make sure I'm looking where I want to go. These things didn't used to demand so much effort previously.
But once I'm most of the way through the corner I find myself annoyed because the corner ended up feeling easy, and I know I wasn't pushing my abilities, and the fear reaction was unwarranted.
And I guess that's the bit really annoying me - the fear reaction is un-warranted and is affecting my riding.
I did have a low-side on a corner maybe 5 months ago. I don't think it is bothering me, but perhaps something is playing games sub-consciously in the back of my head. I don't know.
I have a similar problem on AMCC ART days going down the front straight into Castrol corner. I'm confident I have the right lines, but because I can't see through the corner before I enter it I experience a fear reaction that is holding me back. I slow down without a good reason. Once I'm actually in the corner I feel fine again.
I remember the words "if your not having fun slow down until you are" ringing in my ears from AMCC ART days, and put it to the practice. I took on some deliberately twisty challenging roads recently and adopted a considerably slower pace. And the fear disappeared. And I decided to concentrate on the basics, looking through the corners, maintaining a positive throttle and keeping my arms relaxed. Maybe I need to put in some riding time like this until I build more confidence again.
I've reached the conclusion I need to take a step back to move ahead. I need to reinforce the basics again until my brain is ready to let me progress again.
Either that or back myself ...
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