So I wouldn't hijack the thread about memories, I thought I start this one.
As a child I had a few recurring dreams, one in particular walking through a city with my mother that had massive damage from a bombing raid and being chased by men with machine guns. These started when I was really young, and it wasn't until later in life I recognised my dream as that of an English town and the men being German soldiers.
But, the most significant dream/experience still spooks me to this day. I say experience, because not only would I get this feeling in dreams but while I was lying in bed awake. Used to scare the crap out of me then, and still does to a degree today. Anyway, the feeling I got was of my left hand feeling much larger than my right, and feeling like I couldn't move it. To clarify, it felt like I could move it a little, but that it was enclosed in a very thick substance that allowed minimal movement but nothing more than a few millimeters in any direction. Didn't think too much of it as a child, but from October the 21st 1997 it had a new meaning. It is exactly how my left hand feels now, larger than my right hand and restricted by a thick liquid in movement. See, I can mentally move my hand a few millimeters in any direction, although not physically. In fact, sitting here right now, shivers up my spine as I 'move' my hand in my mind experiencing the same sensation I felt 23+yrs ago. Who knows eh?
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