The end of a long dark road...

[Number One]

duno what you expected when posting this on the interwebs.

Lol you really are neither a very good nor clever troll.

But I'll answer u directly as in some way I believe this is a good question for me to actually answer.

Before i do though id like to thank you for helping me confirm that i am in a very good place and am at total peace with the journey ive been on and so your words are meaningless to me and i see them for what they are - a silly young boys attempt to get attention and possibly even a hard on from the idea that he might actually have affected someone with his silly little words.

Which leads me to answer that question you have quite passively posed.

I didn't expect anything...I haven't shared it for my benefit, i wasnt looking for sympathy, celebration, bling or attention. I posted and shared it to honour those who i used to have regular contact with in here who i know cared for me and my family and especially for anyone who may be dealing with a similar situation themselves. I hope and still do that somewhere someone takes something positive for themselves from the reading of my story.

I've been around long enough to know that silly boys like you are a dime a dozen on the 'internet' and as I said your words have not upset me in the least...I've been dealt far harsher blows by much much better trolls than you and well meh ...one day you might grow up but either way I could care less.

Of course I thought long and hard before sharing this blog and at the end of the day I'm good with where I'm at and I know what's right and your 'efforts' at trolling say so much more about you than they do about me and finely sunshine after what I've been through, survived and thrived through you aren't even worthy enough to eat my shit

Finally to all the lovely, kind bikers who had a go ((hug)) seriously this guys effort was far too pathetic to phase me in the slightest and he's just another try hard keyboard warrior young dumb and full of cum. But your sentiments were greatly appreciated none the less and you'll all get your green when my stockpile is refilled xxoo

[chanceyy]

Much respect to you S,

keep looking forward doll

[Crasherfromwayback]

you aren't even worthy enough to eat my shit

I've got a funny feeling that's what he likes to do though.

[MIXONE]

You are an inspiration to all who know you and I think you should seriously consider getting into counselling for those who have suffered abuse.

[Number One]

LOL I think Mr TrentNZ was a bit upset with the bite back...he's deleted all his posts - I'm glad I quoted him so it's clear what a little tosspot he is...

Too funny - big bad troll indeed.

mmmmm fresh peanut brownies and the house to myself NOM NOM NOM and aaaaaaaaaa

[TrentNz]

Mods deleted em/moved to PD

[Crasherfromwayback]

Mods deleted em/moved to PD

Should do the same to you.

[caseye]

Don't worry that's exactly what will happen Pete, if he comes back with any other issues.3 in less than one month ought to tell you you are doing something wrong.
Just leave this thread alone unless you have something constructive to say, it is personal, and it is to be respected.

[nudemetalz]

To TrentNZ - When you have your own little kids (like I have) you might just understand the severity of this that Number One has gone through. The wee ones are trusting and helpless to the outside world. Unfortunately you just can't 24/7 them ALL the time.
The fact that she had the courage to speak out and I believe warn others to be careful is just totally admirable and I have the utmost respect for her.
As Str8Jacket said earlier a lot of us know each other outside of KB, so useless comments and trolls are just not needed.

[Gone Burger]

I both thank you and commend you for sharing this with us hun...

What a year you have just made it through. You and your boys have all made it. The ugliest year of your lives and one that has changed you forever. I have always respected and cherished your support over my past year. But when you mention the word strength, you are the very meaning behind it. You know exactly what it means to have strength, and real strength. To continue to support others are you have been going through all of this yourself, I struggle to understand how you have done it.

You have my full respect. You always have. As Straightjacket said, many of us know eachohter outside of KB. And we are not only there for eachother through an online biking forum, but in every day life as friends who understand what each person is going through.

Here's to you, your wonderfuly hubby, and your gorgeous wee boy. To a brighter and better future, with some delicious memories to be made, and unbreakable bonds between you all.

Love, hugs and happy tears for you getting to this point. You are a hero to me girl, don't you ever forget that.

[mashman]

Child Abuse advocate due to finish 750km walk in Porirua

[cs363]

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Found this thread a bit late #1 - Shocked and saddened to read what you've all been through but delighted to hear you have come out a fighting, strong and loving, intact family unit!
All my very best to you, Craig and wee Sully for the future

[Number One]

@Mashman - thanks for sharing that!

@cs363 bests passed on!

[Hinny]

Too sad.

I have read so many sad posts tonight it is depressing.
Life can be a hard row to hoe at times.
To have lived through this in your life must be incredibly trying.
Hat off to you for the strength you show and the intelligence you display.
Well done and best wishes for the future.