Yup thats me 15 wasted years, countless thousands of dollars, Family suffering, Doctors, Psychiatrists the whole shabang.
How did I stop?
I HARDENED UP.
Sorry to those I offend but the solution to problems such as mentioned are so simple a 4 year old knows the solution.
Take drugs..stop
Cut yourself...stop, it stains the carpet
Skinny...eat
My addiction has had me through the wringer and in the end the only person that could help me was me..everything else was self serving pity that made the problem worse.