
Originally Posted by
kevfromcoro
Well.. depresion,, a lot of people have never experianced it of even know what it is.
Something strange has happened to me over the last 3 weeks,, and would appreiate coments.
i returned from Australia about 8 weeks ago,, to find i had a busted foot.. plaster for 8 weeks... shit ,,, what am i going to do.....
i live in a comfy hut on the thames coast.. the only thing about it,, its cold....
well lets rip it to bits and warm it up a bit...ok. down come 3 walls.. couple of bales of batts.. re gib it.. better allready...
up to the last wall.... tear all the lining off..eww.. rats nests....
i got some disinfectanct.. and cleaned eveything...
a few days later i was far from ok.... sort of like half pissed.. but i wasnt..
went up to the shop ,, and dong smacked straight into a tree,,, HTF did i do that??
something was wrong. very wrong. next morning i i went and saw my GP.
he took one look at me,, and straight to Thames hospital...
tests.. i have had more tests than you poke a stick at. needles all the way up both arms. over to Hams.. more tests..
all came back neg....had the Dr scratching his nut......a couple of nights ago i got up and went to the dunny.. which was about 6 steps away.i got back and sat on the bed.. i couldnt breath...i was sort of shit scared... here was a bloke that a week ago could walk to Paeroa and back.. and now i cant even walk to the dunny.................depressed.. no. not really....just pissed off i had been short changed in my life.. i still had lots to do..sometimes a person has to much time to think. a few times i had to sit down and have a talk to myself to stop myself going mad.over the next few days i spent a lot of time with the Dr... nothing was showing up.....the only thing was the rats... i may have been subject to some nasty shit from the rats. there is a diasese called lepro sporosus.. which is caught from rats, cows, and pigs... the test came back neg......i have had a few goog kickings in my life but nothing like this...iam out of hospital now. still a bit crook. but none the wiser. the Dr has made me do a follow up on the rat disese...
Has anyone had any experiance with this diasese?
i would enjoy your coments.
juat a quick coment on depresion.....
one night i sat there alone trying to find my breathe.. fuck it.. i going to jump out the window.
i walked over and looked out... i was on the 1st floor and the ground was only about 2 ft away
i walked back,, sat on the bed.. had a we chuckle,, and that was the end of that.
Regards to all
KEV
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