Depression...

**Edbear** · 3rd July 2010, 13:19

Originally Posted by Kickaha

It isn't even close to being that

I wonder if it'll start up again...

**Winston001** · 3rd July 2010, 21:02

Originally Posted by Kickaha

It isn't even close to being that

Aw crikey cooze, fair suck o' the sav. You can't bring the Scottish Thread into this ethereal haven. Hell it isn't even rational.

**RiderInBlack** · 4th July 2010, 16:42

Originally Posted by Winston001

Aw crikey cooze, fair suck o' the sav. You can't bring the Scottish Thread into this ethereal haven. Hell it isn't even rational.

Aye and depressing ta think it even existed.

**Kittyhawk** · 21st November 2010, 09:37

Anyone up to anything new lately?

**Dean** · 21st November 2010, 10:53

miss my big brother so much about 2months has passed now. Going to put some plastic flower thingys that light up different colours at night, I know he likes red because red always go fast.....

**kevfromcoro** · 21st November 2010, 11:38

Originally Posted by martybabe

Man that's tuff, can't offer much help on the mystery disease unless you've got a possible reaction between the rat pee ammonia and the disinfectant ? a mild form of chemical poisoning? a pure guess based on some mysterious reaction I had to a mix of chemicals once upon a time. Anyway, hope you pick up soon dude, nice touch of humour at the end of your tale

all the best.

Finally i got a positive test back.
It was acute Q fever... similar to ross river virus.. google it.
Sat in on my arse since june.......
Still not 100% right.
Anyone travelling in ozz. should be awear of it....
Its no fun.

**Blackshear** · 21st November 2010, 18:24

Originally Posted by Kittyhawk

Anyone up to anything new lately?

If no longer cutting for emotional reasons counts, then I guess that's something I can add to this thread.

Instead I do it because I haven't for awhile and has now become routine, I get incredibly anxious after a couple of weeks and go a little nutty.

On a plus side, I've been a bit more outgoing than usual.

**Mudfart** · 22nd November 2010, 21:09

Since I have been going to the gym, everything is much better, I read that if you dont burn off adrenaline, (like in a gym), then it turns into non adrenaline and the non adrenaline feeds the hormones that increase the feeling of depression.
So basically, get off your arse and enjoy life, coz you wont be doing it again.(maybe). find something you have always wanted to try and just go for it.
acting will sap your adrenaline, coz you will shit your pants when the curtain goes up, surfing burns heaps of adrenaline. try jumping out of a plane.
this year i did a bungee, and i used to shit myself standing on a chair to change a lightbulb.
try kickboxing, whatever fluffs your nuts. stay busy, stop procrastinating, goto the event you remember is on today, no excuses. get a friend to come, they will support you.

**Kittyhawk** · 22nd November 2010, 21:09

Originally Posted by kevfromcoro

Finally i got a positive test back.
It was acute Q fever... similar to ross river virus.. google it.
Sat in on my arse since june.......
Still not 100% right.
Anyone travelling in ozz. should be awear of it....
Its no fun.

Welcome to the arse club, please ensure your chair has the correct arse groove

Sorry to hear you aren't well, hope you get better soon. What is a daily routine for you?

Originally Posted by Blackshear

If no longer cutting for emotional reasons counts, then I guess that's something I can add to this thread.
Instead I do it because I haven't for awhile and has now become routine, I get incredibly anxious after a couple of weeks and go a little nutty.
On a plus side, I've been a bit more outgoing than usual.

Outgoing is always good. Alcohol is a great contributor to such a thing....as for the cutting, we talking self harm for a distraction from emotional pain?, its very easy to get addicted to that and have it as a routine, but its something which will long term do more harm than good.

**Blackshear** · 23rd November 2010, 21:18

Originally Posted by Kittyhawk

Outgoing is always good. Alcohol is a great contributor to such a thing....as for the cutting, we talking self harm for a distraction from emotional pain?, its very easy to get addicted to that and have it as a routine, but its something which will long term do more harm than good.

I've actually cut out as much alcohol as I could, nothing brought a mood swing quicker than that. That's a +1.
I've also cut out energy drinks entirely, save for friday nights as a replacement for alcohol. Another +1.

Hasn't really helped. My arm used to be an outlet for some things, but now I get rather emotional when I try telling myself I don't need that outlet. The longer I try to stave it off, the worse the outcome seems to be when it does happen. Sometimes I can get physically sick or lose a night of sleep over it.

I dunno. Thanks for your input, regardless.