RM, I don't know you but I can read. It is clear from your posts that the trapping is what you want to do.
If this is correct and you cannot see why people might motivate you to continue to study then my advice is to go and do the trapping. Maybe it would be better for you.
My second piece of advice is, don't waste other people's time if your mind is already set on a course in the first place, and if it isn't set on this course of action, don't spend so much energy defending it.
Finally, whatever your decision is, have the guts to stand behind it and follow through on the commitment you must make to be successful at either choice.
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