Too good to be last....

[NotaGoth]

Lately everythings been perfect... Things have gone from bad.... To better... And even better...

I paid my car off.... I brought myself a motorbike.... I have a partner... And I've even found a house which we were meant to be moving into together sometime within the next 4 weeks....

My jobs been fantastic.... I've been working hard.. And saving...

Lately things have started to get on top of me... I kept bitching to Dan about how tired I've been.... I would spend most of my spare time catching up on sleep... I've barely had time for him... Let alone my new bike...

Everythings getting on top of me... And that I thought it was time for a break.......

I'd been up since 4am this morning... Worked my shift... I thought it would be a good idea to head over to kerikeri to pick up my bike boots I've been waiting so patiently for...

I started to feel a little drousy... Wondered if I should pull over... I wasn't far from where I needed to be so I kept driving.. As I have learned, it was a HUGE mistake on my part... Within a matter of minutes I fell asleep at the wheel....

Crashed my car.... Won't know til tomorrow wether or not its a write off... But I think it is.... Whole left hand sides pretty munted... Went across the centre line and off the right hand side of the road and made impact with a tree in someones back yard...

I have to say I'm very lucky... And lucky I didn't hurt anyone else.... Only minor injuries eg. Popping shoulder, and sore shoulder and chest from seatbelt... Bit of a headache...

I'm lucky it happened right by someones house who I know..... Managed to take out his fence.... He was more worried about me than the mess I made... It can always be sorted later he kept saying..

I'm looking forward to starting over again (not)... this time though...... I'm cutting back on my work hours..... and finding a job where i actually have a routine... Not just different kinds of hours all over the show.... I definately think its for the best...

Sometimes I wonder when lifes gonna finally give me a break... And throw some smooth sailing my way....

[Grahameeboy]

Know the feeling well Miss 'etc'......sometimes u have to deal with crap to get to where you want to be.....main thing is remain focused and believe.......

[jrandom]

Yow.

What's your insurance situation?

[Mr. Peanut]

Shit, that's no good.

But look at it this way, all the good points you listed about your life haven't changed, and you got a loving home to go back to. Nobody got hurt and life moves on.

You and cars eh?

Chin up ^_^

[Grahameeboy]

Shit, that's no good.

But look at it this way, all the good points you listed about your life haven't changed, and you got a loving home to go back to. Nobody got home and life moves on.

You and cars eh?

Chin up ^_^

Yeah sometimes we focus on bad shit when there is plenty of good shit to be happy with...........human nature I guess.

[Colapop]

Jaesus T! I know what it feels like to seem to lurch from calamity to calamity... It's not as bad as what you might think though...
You've got a good partner, new house (and life) together and you're relatively ok. No need to beat yourself up. People make mistakes - what's important is that you learn from them. Chin up girl.

[Macktheknife]

Shit, sounds to me like you just got a break!
life is not only good, you still have one, celebrate.

[Grahameeboy]

Yeah, if you can't beat them get someone else to do it...........

[Drum]

The outcome could have been so much worse! Someone is looking out for you.

[NotaGoth]

I've balled my eyes out... And had a cuddle or two from my old lady... Just doesn't make the situation any easier.... I don't know whats going to happen with the house situation now... At the moment I need to find another car... Yet.....I don't know if I want one again... I'd be happy living in town where I could walk to work..

Mums made it very clear my room is always here for me...

Been talking about taking out insurance... Kept putting it off... What a mistake on my part...

I had a bad feeling this afternoon... I should have listened to my gut and just stayed home and waited for Dan...

There might be an RG coming up for sale soon depending on how my finances go... *sigh*

[Grahameeboy]

I've balled my eyes out... And had a cuddle or two from my old lady... Just doesn't make the situation any easier.... I don't know whats going to happen with the house situation now... At the moment I need to find another car... Yet.....I don't know if I want one again... I'd be happy living in town where I could walk to work..

Mums made it very clear my room is always here for me...

Been talking about taking out insurance... Kept putting it off... What a mistake on my part...

I had a bad feeling this afternoon... I should have listened to my gut and just stayed home and waited for Dan...

There might be an RG coming up for sale soon depending on how my finances go... *sigh*

Give it time...early days...things will work out

[Madness]

Glad to hear you will be o.k.

Had a shit day myself, Grandfather died thismorning & tonight got the word the "Big C" may have reared it's ugly fuckin head again.

We both need to make some minor adjustments me thinks.

[NotaGoth]

The outcome could have been so much worse! Someone is looking out for you.

2nd time lucky in my case... 1st time was a couple of months after my dad died... 2 years 1 month since my last accident and its happened again.... I'd believe it would be him...

[Grahameeboy]

2nd time lucky in my case... 1st time was a couple of months after my dad died... 2 years 1 month since my last accident and its happened again.... I'd believe it would be him...

So a positive...............

[NotaGoth]

Glad to hear you will be o.k.

Had a shit day myself, Grandfather died thismorning & tonight got the word the "Big C" may have reared it's ugly fuckin head again.

We both need to make some minor adjustments me thinks.

I'm sorry to hear that.. I hope things work out for you... If minor adjustments are what it takes to make life a bit easier I think I'd be more than happy to do just that..