i dont mean to waffle on here .. but i have something to say.. and this will be very difficult for me to do so .. i am not the 'touchy feely emotional type' but this has to be said..
the last 6 months have been very difficult for me. many things that i dont broadcast have and are happening in my life right now. from the support i have been shown in the bloody job thread to some very personal issues i am dealing with. for the most part, you all have been top notch
there is one man in particular i would like to single out without naming names.
this man has stood by me when things are lowest. he has had me out to his place with my son to crack off a few rounds at some paper targets and generally been one of the best friends i could ever hope to have. When my son was injured and we spent a fortnight in Starship.. he was there nearly every day bringing Big Macs and Bike mags and keeping me sane with his goofy humor. there is no way i can ever hope to repay him in kind
this is from a man who didnt know me from Adam 4 years ago
i am very stingy with the word " Friend" for various reason, most of which being that i have serious trust issues and always feel that there are always ulterior motives to someone being nice to me. not with this man.. he does without expectation of repayment or praise. He accepts me at face value and always understands me.
he is a true brother in my eyes and i would kill or die for him.. he is the type of father, friend and man i can only aspire to become one day. i feel totally unworthy of your friendship
you know who you are .. you will always have a place at my table
thank you
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