wellup, i made an attempt to patch things back up, and got politely dumped for my efforts [makes a difference to just being ignored like im used to... the txts just stop and thats that.] hurts like hell cos i thought i saw a future with this guy. he wants something easy and no promises.
pity, cos he was basically my perfect guy too. attractive in my eyes, but not so much in anyone elses. turns out even that isnt enough to stop me from feeling threatened... and essentially was the downfall.
after 3 years of seeing guys for fun, my heart was ready to love again. i foolishly let it happen and am hurting for that foolishness.
im sick of having relationships based entirely on sex. while its fun, something different now and then would be nice. im also sick of having relationships where i cant walk up and hug, kiss and hold hands whenever i like. sick of having hidden relationships, where we are friends only due to what others might think. [who gives a shit what others think?!]
so... if there are single guys over 50 here who are looking for a serious relationship thats not entirely sex based, flick me a pm. must have own bike and be happy to take the occasional pillion. a go fast bike would be a plus as well, as well as living close-ish to wangas. must also be comfortable with an age gap. non drinker and non smoker a plus, but not essential. drug free is a must.
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