Fuck it. Here's the story.
I was diagnosed as clinically depressed 6 years ago. Since then i've battled with it every day of my life. Suicide attempts, weeks where I can't even get out of bed, you name it, i've been through it. Lost 2 great mates to suicide as well.
Anywho. To me, the Phoenix represents my struggle. Rising from the ashes, means that tomorrow can always be a better day, and no matter how deep and dark I feel, I will get better soon. Today is not the end of the world. The bird aspect of it also represents freedom of the soul. It is also looking forward, towards the future.
The star that it is carrying up with it represents 5 things that have got me through some tough times.
Friends.
Family.
Love.
Honour.
Integrity.
The star is supposed to look deformed, as though it has been dragged through hell and back (just as I have been), and that effect will come with the shading.
Sappy, I know, but it means a lot to me, and I am utterly stoked with how it turned out.
Good on ya mate...keep riding.![]()
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