My ex wanted to become police many years ago when we only had one child. We discussed it in lenght. I moved in circles where the police was not always a friend... It would have put a big strain on the relationship. When do you stop being a police? As soon as you clock out? When you come home? Or never? I could see us moving to two completley different social scenes. It certainly would have ment that I had been treated differently by the ones I associated with. And that would have killed anything we had going (in hindsight it would only have made it all happen much quicker, but how was I to know then?).
Anyhow, after some thinking I put up an ultimatum: You do what you want to, but if you join up I will be gone. And in the end she did not join up.
She has always held that against me, and even if it was not the blow that made it all end, I am certain that is was a small piece of the puzzle.
When now looking at it all I would have to say, that as I am not a big fan of the police and she had aspirations to become one, I should have then realised that there was some major differences in how we looked at life. But love tends to make you see things in a strange colour.
So if you are looking for advise I can only tell you to look inside your self. Trust your gut feeling. If you are 100% clean and there is no skeletons and you have no shady friends, then perhaps it could work. But if you worry that it will change how people look at you and it will make you feel uncomfy, then consider carefully what it means. Not only for you, but for her also. If there is things going on that she should not turn an blind eye towards, then is it right to put her in that situation? Or does not being totally honest become what you would have to do? And that would then be one of the cornerstones of a relationship gone.
If I again was confronted with the same dilemma I would again make the same decision.
This is only my look at it. Others will differ. (And I know 2 on here that have been clear in their opinion re this before. Have the red blings to prove it...)
Good Luck.
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