Broke my back

[Donut]

yeah i no, ive just told her to fuck off and get out of my life so hopefully shit should b looking up now, just gave up my house and everything going to c my lawyer about bankrupcy and all that crap just so i can get away from it all

[Madness]

Donut, the advice that the others are giving above is pretty hard medicine to take, I know.

I went through a period a few years ago, my girlfriend left me and all I could do for months was to try and win her back. There were no other people involved in the equation, just her and the fairy-tales in her head. I succeeded in the end (or thought I had) and we moved back in together. This lasted for almost a year (can't really remember - too many drugs) and I thought everything was going well. I left for work one morning, told her I loved her and kissed her goodbye before leaving for work. I returned that evening to find the house half empty. Initially I thought we had been burgled, soon to realise that she had again moved out whilst I had been at work. This was the second time around, I was depressed for about an hour and a half. The truth is, we were incompatible and she could see this, I soon started to see it after the hour and a half. My only regret now is not letting go of her in the first instance, the second round in hindsight was a complete waste of life. I moved on to enjoy a few casual relationships for a while (best goddam sex ever!) and later met Her Indoors, whom I plan to make an honest woman of one day.

Your friends are probably seeming harsh in their advice to you. It's hard to swallow, but they have your interests at heart. Your situation sucks because the relationship issues are beng complicated by your injuries and finances. I don't know what else to say that hasn't been said already, apart from hang in there bro, there's a whole new life for you just waiting around the corner (or maybe the corner after that).

[vtec]

yeah i no, ive just told her to fuck off and get out of my life so hopefully shit should b looking up now, just gave up my house and everything going to c my lawyer about bankrupcy and all that crap just so i can get away from it all

From what you've added, she doesn't really care about you at all. She's digustingly evil and should be purged. She's a master manipulator mind-fucker and she's USING YOU. Those two words are the most painful I found. Someone I had trusted and loved and cared for and helped through hard times. When through my love clouded head I managed to see what she was doing that one realisation cut to the bone, and that was the true climax of my anger. Then I broke down and bought my ticket to Melbourne. I'm actually at the airport right now, using the $2/20minute session computers, one year later returning home, it's taken me this long to be comfortable about going back to NZ. Still I'm physically afraid of bumping into her, she'd still have a powerful affect on me.

Got some Port Royal Original tobacco if anyone's interested, duty free.

You bloody legend. You're taking control. I just had a tear well up in my eye. Awesome.

[SARGE]

Dude that's pretty bad but it's still low on the suffering scale. I know it doesn't feel like it but there are 5 billion+ people on this planet and you still have a better life than more than half of them.

Think of the poor kids in West Africa who've been used as pawns in someone elses war. Can't read and write but can fire an ak47 at their mates. Think of all the people who lose limbs and worse from unexploded ordinance through no fault of their own. How about all the kids in africa who will die from HIV. The list goes on and on man. Kiwi's have if fucking cushy to be blunt.
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Buzzkill....

[SARGE]

+1, & don't go getting bitter and twisted & thinking all women are evil,

BUT...BUT...BuT....!??!...

[wbks]

remember kids, there are kids living in hell in africa, so don't EVER cry, or get pissed off, or not finish your food, or indulge in expensive clothing, or...

[Donut]

im keen on some ciggies, where bouts in nz r ya? im in hamilton how much you want for em?

From what you've added, she doesn't really care about you at all. She's digustingly evil and should be purged. She's a master manipulator mind-fucker and she's USING YOU. Those two words are the most painful I found. Someone I had trusted and loved and cared for and helped through hard times. When through my love clouded head I managed to see what she was doing that one realisation cut to the bone, and that was the true climax of my anger. Then I broke down and bought my ticket to Melbourne. I'm actually at the airport right now, using the $2/20minute session computers, one year later returning home, it's taken me this long to be comfortable about going back to NZ. Still I'm physically afraid of bumping into her, she'd still have a powerful affect on me.

Got some Port Royal Original tobacco if anyone's interested, duty free.

You bloody legend. You're taking control. I just had a tear well up in my eye. Awesome.

[Donut]

so i went and seen the specialist yesterday about my back pain and how long its going to take to heal... the guys was blunt as shit and sait it will be a miracle if i get any better then i am now :s not sure if ill ever be riding again :'( and to add to it becaus ei have seen 4 different doctors now they have over prescribed a nasty of drugs and as a result i am now having kidney problems :'( so now im off all pain releif and in agony all day, only thing im allowed is a sleeping pill at night, which by the way knocks me out cold lol