Thanks to the organisers and even the one who booked the weather - it could've been warmer, but driving back home, we had some damned awful weather to contemplate, so the cold was acceptable.
I know I don't have what it takes to race, but I am having fun circulating at the back of races. I do set myself realistic goals, taking into account my age and total inability and lack of confidence. Roys' Hill, I started wondering what the hell I'd been thinking when we worked out we could head down there to play. All I was doing was getting frustrated with myself and not really enjoying it.
When it was decided to run a C grade as well as A and B, I figured that C grade would be a bit quieter and I'd not get so intimidated with all the other riders heading past and might enjoy myself more. It was disappointing for the other 3 riders, as there wasn't so much racing happening, more 4 people circulating on the track at their own speeds.
Race 1 I was stoked that I could almost hang onto the guy in 3rd, but backed off when I spotted first coming through (didn't want to get in his way). Then when I saw either the white flag up (or coming up) I looked back to see if I could get away with not being lapped by #2 (I made it).
Race 2 and 3 were pretty much the same thing, but without me being able to almost keep up with #3. I'd said to whoever was coming first that my goal was to not be lapped by 2nd and he told me to aim for him not lapping me in the last race. I just couldn't manage that.
It was wierd to have been so intimidated by the riders, in some ways, as up here I guess I'm used to who's riding and even though there's some close overtaking, I'm comfortable with it (I do get visions of being taken out, but know it won't be malicious, and that's just racing).
A lot of the track I just can't work out how best to line up the corners, so spent a lot of time in both practice and racing, watching those ahead and trying different things, with some crappy results.
But it was a huge amount of fun, there was plenty of cackling happening, lots of shaking of the head as I was figuring out that wasn't a desired result. Helmet on - brain switched to total concentration, was something I seem to struggle with. I was noticing things that really I shouldn't have even seen, as it wasn't anything on the track. Funny as hell though working out how pathetic I am. (no, that's not a cue to say something decent, it's just a fact). I am sure that the birds flying in the air are not meant to be watched, nor should I be trying to figure out if they're doing lapscoring in the start/finish tower, or pitying the people who'd come down to watch some racing, having to see 4 people circulating at different speeds.
We will be back in a few months for the next round of the NI series, and I hope I'll see some improvement in myself by that stage.
Thanks again for a fun weekend.
Michelle
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