My only other comment on this, is that if you are going to film clips of riding straight on motorways doing stuff, let there be at least a few decent wheelies or stoppies, not just accelerating into the distance. Straight-line speed only impresses the gay boys 
That said, just get back out there, take it easy, and hit some really tight twisty roads at a pace you are comfortable with, and practice putting smooth lines together. There are plenty of roads around Auckland and its surrounds where you can have some real fun at road legal speeds. Start slow, build the pace up slowly until you are consistently riding with good lines and understand how your bike will behave in corners if you hit bumps, uneven surfaces etc. and you are comfortable correcting the bike from these incidents.
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