Shit, shit and more shit

[jafar]

nah ... couldnt be fucked

Yep that's in there too

[SARGE]

Yep that's in there too

it dont even rhyme.. what kinda song dont rhyme?

[justsomeguy]

it dont even rhyme.. what kinda song dont rhyme?

HAPPY NOW?

Simple Simon met a pieman going to the fair;
Said Simple Simon to the pieman "Let me taste your ware"
Said the pieman to Simple Simon "Show me first your penny"
Said Simple Simon to the pieman "Sir, I have not any!"

Simple Simon went a-fishing for to catch a whale;
All the water he had got was in his mother's pail.
Simple Simon went to look if plums grew on a thistle;
He pricked his fingers very much which made poor Simon whistle.
He went for water in a sieve but soon it all fell through;
And now poor Simple Simon bids you all "Adieu"

[SARGE]

HAPPY NOW?

Simple Simon met a pieman going to the fair;
Said Simple Simon to the pieman "Let me taste your ware"
Said the pieman to Simple Simon "Show me first your penny"
Said Simple Simon to the pieman "Sir, I have not any!"

Simple Simon went a-fishing for to catch a whale;
All the water he had got was in his mother's pail.
Simple Simon went to look if plums grew on a thistle;
He pricked his fingers very much which made poor Simon whistle.
He went for water in a sieve but soon it all fell through;
And now poor Simple Simon bids you all "Adieu"

you just gotta be difficult dont ya?


heres one that got some fresh rhymes for ya ..

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3hIdI5NUEk4[/YOUTUBE]

[NZsarge]

My 2 cents. Time to get professional help.
You may have been down this track already though, so my post my not be helpful. But neither is "harden the fuck up" when you are in despair.
And I don't know the details of the situation you are in.

First to help sort out the situation you are in, Womens refuge or the like ... not saying you move into the refuge but to sort out options and to get empathy from people who have been in same situation.

Secondly you sound depressed to me. I mean clinically depressed. And despite the torrent that is likely to follow my post about how "doctors are all idiots", "pills never help anyone" there are times when anti-depressants can turn your life around and change your outlook on life, and give the coping skills you need to deal with major problems.

Haven't needed them myself but have had very close family members needing that sort of help when in a very stressful situation. They don't work straight away but can take a few weeks. So if you havn't been down that path, talking to your doctor about depression, consider it.

Good advice

[Pussy]

HAPPY NOW?

Simple Simon met a pieman going to the fair;
Said Simple Simon to the pieman "Let me taste your ware"
Said the pieman to Simple Simon "Show me first your penny"
Said Simple Simon to the pieman "Sir, I have not any!"

Simple Simon went a-fishing for to catch a whale;
All the water he had got was in his mother's pail.
Simple Simon went to look if plums grew on a thistle;
He pricked his fingers very much which made poor Simon whistle.
He went for water in a sieve but soon it all fell through;
And now poor Simple Simon bids you all "Adieu"

You got it all wrong. It goes:

Simple Simon met a pieman, going to the fair. Said Simple Simon to the pieman
"What have you there?"
He said "Pies, you simple cunt"

[avgas]

yep i know exactly where your coming from.
dunno about advice - but for me, go home, get all alone and put on some angry music, then slowly work your way to angry music with nice singing.
Strangely singing makes you feel good. but first you have to get angry???

[terbang]

One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a
well. The animal cried piteously for hours as
the farmer tried to figure out what to do.

Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the
well needed to be covered up anyway;

it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.

He invited all his neighbors to come over and
help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began
to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the
donkey realized what was happening and cried
horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he
quieted down.

A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally
looked down the well. He was astonished at what
he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his
back, the donkey was doing something amazing.
He would shake it off and take a step up.

As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel
dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it
off and take a step up.

Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey
stepped up over the edge of the well and
happily trotted off!

Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds
of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well
is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of
our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out
of the deepest wells just by not stopping,
never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.

Remember the five simple rules to be happy:

Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.

Free your mind from worries - Most never happen.

Live simply and appreciate what you have.


Give more.

Expect less



NOW ............


Enough of that crap . . . The donkey later came back,

and bit the farmer who had tried to bury him.

The gash from the bite got infected and

the farmer eventually died in agony from septic shock.



MORAL FROM TODAY'S LESSON:

When you do something wrong, and try to cover
your ass, it always comes back to bite you.

Yup Kittie I know the feeling, especially when I was 20ish. Believe me some good things will happen as you double your years and more. Something to look forward too eh.

[jafar]

Yup Kittie I know the feeling, especially when I was 20ish. Believe me some good things will happen as you double your years and more. Something to look forward too eh.

Wrinkles are a good thing ?

[peasea]

Wrinkles are a good thing ?

Especially when wet

[Coyote]

I read somewhere 'smile at yourself in the mirror' as then your subconcious will begin to like you. Seems to have work for me, probably too well as silly as it sounds

Friends may come and go, but you'll always have lotpihgad

Who gave me rep for this? I can't tell untill the first of september

[Grahameeboy]

nah ... couldnt be fucked

You know when you were out of work...I enjoyed your soft side.....

[Ocean1]

You know when you were out of work...I enjoyed your soft side.....

Shit dude, none of us needed to hear that this early in the morning.

[Grahameeboy]

Shit dude, none of us needed to hear that this early in the morning.

Yeah, a bit scary I guess

[Winston001]

Kitty, I hope you have picked out some of the good advice posted here and are thinking about your next steps.

I think you should see your doctor and talk to a counsellor. It is true that talking to a non-judgemental sympathetic listener can make a real difference. You might need anti-depressants for a short time, but possibly not at all. Whatever, don't be afraid to ask for help.

Starting this thread showed courage and that you can reach out.

As for going to live with your mother, you are feeling very vulnerable at the moment and if that will make you feel secure and protected, then do it. You need to build your strength up and are under a lot of stress in your current environment. You have to change that.

In the longer term, moving somewhere else is probably a great thing to do. It will open your eyes - the world is full of good people and opportunities. At 20 you have youth and vigour on your side even if you don't realise it.

I notice you keep referring to something you can't forget or move on from. In my opinion, you shouldn't just try to forget it because all that will happen is suppression of feelings which will leap out later. Instead try counselling, talking to friends/family, work out your feelings and eventually acceptance will come. Not easy but it does happen.