Hate posting a thread like this, but makes me feel better.
Here goes...
Two years ago today, my best friend killed himself.
Today hasn't been good for me. I had to work, and I didn't feel as though I was pulling my weight either, which I feel bad about. I got up and just knew that it wasn't a normal day. I had this sick feeling inside me and it hasn't left.
For those that haven't experienced something like this, I sincerely wish you don't have to. For those who have, hang in there. It's hard, and it always will be, but there's absolutely nothing we, or anyone else can do to change what happened.
I hate Meeckal for what he did, and I'm sure he knows that. But as I said in the one year thread, I can't go on living, hating someone who's dead.
Thanks to all of those people on KB who've been there when I've been down. Even if you just said something nice, it all helps.
RIP man.
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